A day in the life of Amanda

Which Dysfunctional Care Bear Are You?

2005-01-23T22:36:00.000-08:00

Well I did this test twice first I got...Raver Bear

Raver Bear

Which Dysfunctional Care Bear Are You?
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And then I got Nihilist Bear

Nihilist Bear

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WOW!!!!!!!!!

2004-12-18T16:48:00.000-08:00

I got my cards read last night and today....HOLY SHIT!!!!!!!!!!!!man they really do come true it sooo KOOL!!!!!!!! and if u get the devil card.....ur playing with fire!!!it's really weird but kool at the same time....Anywho ppls i'm out have a awsome day...
Later Dayz
~*~Mander~*~

HEY PPL!!!!!!!!

2004-12-15T19:10:00.000-08:00

Hey ppl sorry I haven't been on for awhile but u know how life is!!! Well I like to say my life isn't a total piece of hell cause now I think....*think* I got my life in order...yea (until the whole thing blows up in my fucking face)....AGAIN!!!!!!!I like to say thanxs to J, Shaun, MJ, Johnny and Ash you all help me through all this fucking shit!!!!BLAHHHHHH (right eh?) Well yea i've been writing some poems and thinking on what I want to be after this year and yea I think I figured it out...LOL!!!! After what 3 years???LOL hahaha to me!!!!!
Well I have to go for now....keep reading and i'll talk to u all later....
Later Dayz
Mander

HI!!!!!

2004-11-22T14:24:00.000-08:00

Man this weekend was a total blast!!!!PILEY!!!!!ask and i'll tell you about it..lol...right gurls!!! Anywho I have a new poem and i'll put it up as soon as possible...Anywho's I will write a big say on here sometime...maybe..lol...

Later Dayz
Mander

HI PPLS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

2004-11-16T15:43:00.000-08:00

Hey ppls how r ya all?? well sorry I haven't ben on to to write on my blog...sorry...ppls..anywho's it's like 5 days till my 19th Birthday!!!WOO HOO!!!!
I've been writing more poems...just haven't had the time to put them up yet:( sorry..I will do in a few days....hopefully......Well I gotts go....Later Dayz Mander

LOOK!!!!!

2004-11-16T15:09:00.000-08:00

http://www.eridine.com/blog/ this is the blog of a awsome writer!!!!! I seriously mean that...her books are awsome!!!!!!!! I've been reading them since my good friend Shaun...a.k.a Shaunessy...THANX YOU!!!! They are really good take a look at the books...ther about Anite Blake the Vampire Slayer....here's her website http://www.laurellkhamilton.org...

And I want to say hi to all my friends...and right now i'm really pissed at one of my "good" friend!!! Maybe you'll come see me for my birthday?? maybe not...who knows...you've been blowing me off most of the time!!!!or is it just me??

Later Dayz All
Mander

SORRY

2004-11-09T18:00:00.000-08:00

This is for Captian J!!!!! SORRY!!!!!!!!!!!! i am really....and i'm sorry i haven't ben on to write...but i have alot of homwork and stuff like that...be back later

Later Dayz
Mander

I believe nothing of what I hear and only half of what I see....cause ppl piss me off.....take a hint..

2004-11-03T00:27:00.000-08:00

If you gessed I had a bad day ohhhh ur soooo right!!!!! I believe nothing of what I hear....and only half of what I see....BECAUSE PPL PISS ME OFF!!!!!
Well everything that could of went wrong did!!!!!!!!Don't believe me ask Shaun...Brit....or J........

Later Dayz all I need to calm down!!!!

Mander

Sorry ppls!!!!!!!!

2004-11-01T21:09:00.000-08:00

Soo ppls I know I haven't been on much....but I've had appointments and stuff like that!!!!!
Anywhos....it's HALLOWEEN!!!!!!!!...was awsome!!!!!!it was grrrrrreat!!!we got lots of candy and stuff like that.....it made my bad fucking weekend awsome again!!!!
Well I wrote a few new poems over the last few days....but i'm not sure if i'm going to put them up cause there in references to certain ppl and I don't want to offend them cause I love them all!!!!!sooo keep omn checking up!!!!!!
Well it's like 19 days till my birthday!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! and its sooooo awsomely kool....lol......WOOOO HOOOOO........

SHAUN---> ohh yea our road trip will be fun!!!!!and PIANO MAN!!!!!!!!!!!
Captian J---> Formal BOOOO YEAH!!!!!!!!!!
Brit---> ADDIE!!!!!!!!!!LOL!!!!!!!!!!!!

Later Dayz All

My beautiful Poem!!!!LOL

2004-10-22T15:11:00.000-07:00

Broken

You said you loved me.
You said you cared.

But then you left me all
broken and bare.

So now your true feelings come out.

You never really Loved me.
You never really cared.

You could care less that you left me
broken and bare.

Well guess what
I'm not saying i'm better than you

But I'm showing I do care.
But i'm not waiting around for you.
I still Love you and I still care
and
I always will

BUT THIS WHAT I HAVE TO SAY TO YOU!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

FUCK YOU!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

A little about me!!!

2004-10-21T01:23:00.000-07:00

Ok well here we go...this is a little about me!!!

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Fondest Memories!!!!
Everyday of grade 12 was a adventure with Marshall,Ashton, Jessie and Johnny!!!
Formal 2002!!!
Prom 2004!!!<--WOOO HOOO
MANHUNT!!!!!!!!!!
Walking around town 12am with...Shaun,J,Brit,Addie,B,Gogart and Doug!!!!
I have soo many I can't name them all!!!
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Nicknames

Mander
Manda
Amanda 1
A1
D
Crazy D
Rae
Manna
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My Friends

Ashton - OMG man your the bestest friend a person could ask for...remember all the good times!!! Ivring!!HOT GUY!!!!!WOOO HOOO..We will have more adventures and more memories to come!!!! Plus Ash I trust you with my life!!!SCARY EH??
BFF

Shaun- Holy shit man yor a blast to hang out with!!!! and a good friend...remember all the good times and how guys sould be shot in the head and pissed on!!! We will have some more adventures good or bad!!! Remember have no fear Crazy D is near!!!
BFF

Captian J- Man remember our long talks on the phone and our adventure and have no fear when the Amanda's are near!!!! Man will have so many adventures to come your one of my bestest friends and remember i'm always here if you need to talk to someone!!!
BFF

Brit- Hey were becoming good friends...sorry i'm sooo sarcastic...but it's sooo fun!!! Sorry for teasing you about Addie but you know it's all fun I mean no harm by it!! Remember our lovely Manhunt adventure!! and the pool the day after OOOHHHHHHHH ADDIE!!!!!!!...lol.....j/k
BFF

Marshall- Holy Fuck man your a blast!!! remember all our crazy adventures like the hockey games...lol...man your one of my closest friends and I still love you to death!!!:D plus I would trust you with my life!!! Remeber Manders always here if you need her and thanxs for everything!!!
BFF

Johnny- Man you have to be the most perverted guy I know!!!!and you totally warped me!!!but it's funny and you know it!!!lol....remember all the good times...and choking on a cancer stick...lol...i'm just kidding...your a awsome friend and believe or not you help me out alot...THANX!!!! sorry for being soo rough but you know your one of my bestest friends...
BFF

Jessie- Man your warped to...but it's soo funny!! remember the good times at your house and our adventures...hopefully we will have many more to come!!! Good Luck in the future with Jordan and remember COOKIES!!!!!!
BFF

Kate- Man we haven't hung out alot but man your a good laugh...remember environmental Science and THE JIG!!!!!!!!
BFF

Brian,Addie,Gogart and Doug- Man I don't know you guys to well but your a good laugh, remember Manhunt and this "Have no fears when the Amandas are near!!" lol and pool was fun too even tho I can't play!!!!
BBF

To everyone else if I forgot you just write me back and i'll put you in!!!

HI PPLS!!!!!!!!!!

2004-10-20T09:02:00.000-07:00

Well I haven't been able to get on my blog at home...grrrrrr....lol...and well nothing new is going on yet....(the key word is yet) I know something will be going on soon!!!!
Well i'm at school right now in Biology 112 and i'm working on this project!! tomorrow I have to go and get the rest of my braces on!!! ohhh the joy....within me...NOT!!!!!
Anywho yea today should be a very interesting day...ohh yea..lol not!!!

Well I gotta go ppls..
Later Dayz
Mander

What a day!!!!!!

2004-10-17T23:34:00.000-07:00

Ohh what a lovely day!!!!NOT!!!!!!!!!! <---- That's soooo me!!!! and i'm in such a wicked bad mood!!!!!!
First off ppl are telling me that I should talk to a certain person....well you know what...I make my own decisions for certain reason....you might tell me to do something...chances are i'm not listening to you and i'll do the complete opposite of what you say!!! you ask why.....as one of my friends said " My decisions are mine and mine alone so F%$K OFF!!!!!! No matter what you say i'll still talk to the person...there a awsome friend even tho we fight and argue...the person is very special to me and is close to my heart....even tho we fight bout things...I know he's doing it for him and i'll support him either way.... <----AWWWWWW
Besides that I found some dude was following 2 of my friends and he has a beef with me and another one of my friends....grrrrrrr

Well ppls i'm out
LATER DAYZ
Mander

PEOPLE!!!!!!!!

2004-10-16T01:43:00.000-07:00

Hello peoples and how are we today?? Well today i got my braces and well yea it kinda hurt but I go back next week and get the rest done.....
And when I went to drop stuff off at the school and Shaun was like or was like man i want to slap someone silly....lol...and I would be like SLAP HIM SLAP HIM...LOL!!!!!!!!

And I didn't get to talk to Captian J AWWWWWWWWW!!!!!!!!!!!!! I SORRY CAPTIAN J!!!!!! I WILL TALK TO U SOON!!!!!

Any ways I have showed that I can act like a idiot when i'm half asleep.....And I would like to shout to all my friends...Shaun....Captian J...Brit...AJ...B...Addie...Ashton...Marshall......Jonny....Kate....HOPE U HAVE A GOOD ONE!!!!!!!!

Later Dayz
Mander

AWWWWWW

2004-10-15T00:46:00.000-07:00

Well hi ppls....this is Mander or D!!!!WOOOOO HOOOOOOO.....well anyways today was not the best day!!!:@ I got sooo mad today I took my anger out of a BRICK WALL!!!!!!like what the fuck?? <-- yea well that was me today....I get sooo upset now it's not even funny.
Anywhos me and Jonnny came up with a reason on why he's singe ok....he's dedacated to his hand!!!!it was sooo funny... Sorry Jonny but you know it was going to be in the blog!!!!!!

And today my good friend J or Captian J is sad...and I feel bad for her...but Captian J you know i'm here when ever you need me...i'm just a call away.. Your one of my newsest BESTEST friends!!!!!You, Shaun and Brit!!!!
<----This sooo what I wanted to do to people today......people or persons I won't mention...grrrrrrrrr....... Well ppls i'm out have a good one..... LATER DAYZ

HI!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

2004-10-13T16:05:00.000-07:00

Hey peoples it's Wednesday adn ti's almost FRIDAY!!!!!!but I have to get my braces on soo yea :( But in Environmental Science Jonny burned himself and it was soooooo funny!!!!!! he should really pay attention to our conversations!!!! He learned his lesson!!!!
Anyways HI KATE AND SHAUNESSY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Today was a very interesting day and well yea it's a normal day in my life....and I think I found out what I want to do with my life:) which a really good thing considering I came back to upgrade and get more courses.....maybe i'll get into University!!!!
Peace out All
LATER DAYZ

It would of been 2 years!!!

2004-10-12T15:42:00.000-07:00

Well first of all HAPPY BIRTHDAY SHAUNSEEY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! you know i'm happy for you and thanxs for the awsome Friday night..lol....SUBWAY!!!!But you know today is a sad day for me but i'm actually taking it better than I thoguht I would....well it would of been 2 years today and Shaunseeys 2 years would of been September 21....what a suxy end of the summer..... BOOOOO...eh?? But I know the guys are still there in our hearts no matter what eh?
Well I like to say $%&^!%~~ you know your one of my bestest friends and I care about you alot.... and I hope you still care for me...I hope your always there if I need you and you know i'm here if you every need me... I'm sorry I get mad at you alot but its a sper of the moment maddness and I don't mean it.... it's like I have a bad day or something and I take it out on you or someone else.....SORRY!!!!!!!!
But remeber Manders always here if you ever need her and good luck in the future and remeber Friends Forever!!
Love ya all Mander

What a frigging day!!!!

2004-10-12T10:12:00.000-07:00

Well I tell you thanksgiving was awsome and that night was sooo fucking funny!!!Me and Ashton went on like crazt fools..HAHAHAHAHAHA...lol...and we watched Scoobie Doo 2!!!it was sooo awsome!!!!And then the next day we went on www.teenchat.com and met like a bunch of ppl and now we have tons of new friends!!!!HI MY NEW FRIENDS!!!!!!
And then I found out my brother was in a tansport truck accident and I totally spazed out and then we found out he was alright.....then me and my mom went to the hospital to see how tey were and it was sooo funny...even though my brother was hurt he still made us all laugh....but thanx god he's alright...

Ohhh what a weekend!!!!!!

2004-10-10T23:58:00.000-07:00

Well here we go again!!!!Ok it's Friday and we like all excited cause were going to hang at Shaun's cause her b-day is October 12...soo u know it was girls night...WOOOO HOOOO....anyways we went to Burger King and ate outside till the saegulls came:O(evil seaguls) and then we went to the movies...Shark Tale is a really good movie...but the litle kids behind us wouldn't stop talking:@ grrrrrrrr....then we went to Blockbuster and ppl must think u lie about ur age...cause we couldn't rent a video game....cause one of us had to be 18.....and i was like i am and she was like do u have ID and I forgot it home....but she gave it to us anyways....Then we went on to subway.....and they play good music for after hours...SUBWAY GUYS U ROCK!!!!!and we wanted for Shauns mom to come get us......
The we dropped J off cause she couldn't stay the night cause of last weekend.....MANHUNT!!!!!!!!!!!I met some new friends there:D and stood up to a guys that was pissing me off!!!!!and he was beating on guys that did notihng to him....and Me and J stood up to him and he got mad cause we stood up to him...awwwwwww NOT!!!!!!!!sorry dude but i think not...and then i called my bro cause he would know what to do....and we left and went to B's and we talked all the way there...it was good...thanxs Addie..Doug...Brian and Gogart....U GUYS ROCK!!!!
Back to this weekend......I woke up this today and my friend that came home from college in Saint John.....and we were suppose to hang out Saturday...but when I called he was "going to town" and that made me really upset....don't u hate when a guy says he wants to hang and then goes back on his word:'( I was really sad and Shaun and Brit were like yea....What do you do tho...maybe i'm not special like he sayes I am or he doesn't love me....but news to him he's not walking over me anymore.....i can't handle it....maybe i'm not good enough for him??

THANKSGIVING!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

2004-10-10T11:46:00.000-07:00

Well as we all know it's Thanksgiving weekend:) Good food:P well i'm hanging out at my friends house (Ashton) and were like talking about Good Charlotte and how cute Benji and Joel are....can you sat CUTTIES!!!!!!!!and were beating each other up...lol...what a fun time...and catching up on old times...awwwwwwww.....lol....crazy friggers and we had a jig off...but no one really won..lol....well you know how it is....Hope you all have a great day:)

I'M SOOOOOOOO SORRY!!!!!!!!!

2004-10-10T11:43:00.000-07:00

Well today was good until I opened my big mouth:'( I was hanging with a frend and I asked him to read my blog which stated...he's not going to walk over me anymore...Well I want to say is I didn't mean it and i'm sooo sorry...I was soooo mad last night I wrote a bunch of stuff I didn't mean....and I hope u can forgive me....I'M SORRY!!!!!!!!!!!